Chapter 1---- Never give up

The 2 bottles of pills were sitting on the table beside her. The bottle of vodka held in her hand. She popped the lid off of one and swallowed the bottle of pills with some vodka. She did the same with the other bottle of pills. She layed back on the bed and prayed to die.
21 year old Hermione Granger, clothed in black and silver, a tear necklace around her neck, the blue orb by her side, layed on her bed and prayed to god she would die.
Sickness over took her. Thoughts spun through her head. Why am i doing this? she asked herself because you dont deserve to live! her mind voice answered. she let the pills take effect.
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The sun was shining through the open window as a soft autum brezze flowed through with it. The clear plastic of a vase with flowers in it shined brightly. A girl with curly black hair striaghtened her skirt. Right on time as the nurse walked in, Hermione stood up and said, "I am ready to go home."
"Ok. Good. Hermione, if you need anything--" the nurse started.
"I'll tell you. Good bye Stella." Hermione walked to the lobby and found Naur waiting for her.
"You look good." he said.
"Thank you. I'll have to say the same about you."
"Come on. Let's go."
Naur led her away from the institution where hermione spent 5 months in rehab for her attempted suicide. She still had the sligth scars where she used to cutt herself. Leaving a constant remeinder that life will never be perfect....
"Now that you are out. Can you promise me something?" Naur said breaking the silence as they drove fown the winding hill.
"Anything." Hermione replied quietly.
"Never give up." he said.
"I promise."
He popped in the new t.A.T.u cd and the song 'All About Us' came on. They started singing it word by word.
She started thinking about everything that had happened in the last few years. Ever since he died....



The next few chapters will be flashbacks. I am gunna say she graduated in 2000 so i can keep the story modern. I know this wont be true but a fan fiction story is allowed to have some distortion.

i uh. posted this in the wrong place cuz i was half asleep. i dont know how to delete it so just ignore it please. lol. i can be so stupid sometimes