Sabrina walked down the hall and then into the bathroom, not crying, very... I dunno...odd.

Sabrina's breathing was very shallow, but her face was so expressionless, and she was kindof pale actually...

'I miss him so much..." she sighed, but it was a cut-off sigh. She felt empty, and for no appar2ent reason, she opened her bag. She looked in the mirror at her face. She was pale after all then...

She looked at her clothes. A black miniskirt, with black leggins, and black ballet slippers. She also wore a long sleeved black t-shirt and she wore her hair down. Oddly enough she had made her hair vlack, by asting a spell upon it so that it matched her personality...much like a mood ring...

She exhaled and sat on the edge of the sink, looking at at the stall in front of her, and wondering when Khai would come back.

Twyla ran into the bathroom after hearing her friend was sad."Brini.Why are you crying?What happened?You look very black today.But then again I look very white"Twyla said looking down at her white top,white jeans and white ballet shoes.

"who said I was crying?" she looked at Twyla in the mirror.

"I'm just wallowing through my life slowly. I feel as if IO have no purpose. There's no meaning... I am very...
well... I'm not de[pressed, I'm the next level AFTER depressed..." she said and sighed again.

'Brini...Don't worry you do have a purpose in life.If you weren't here then I would be depressed and so would a whole lot of other people I know.And anyway I know you are sad about Khai but don't worry I am sure he will be back really soon he is probably just as sad as you are not being able to see you'Twyla said putting her arm around her friend.

Sabrina looked at Twyla rather coldly.

"I. have. no. reason. to. live." she said and got a little angry.
"Khai didn't even tell me why he left, and casie hasn't told me anything!" Sabrina shouted.

"And on top of THAT... Jake proposing to me was not something i planned for. now i don't know what's going to happen!" she yelled.

Henry as walking around the second floor and he heard Sabrina and Twyla. Sabrina sounded upset so Henry decided to walk in. "Sabrina are you ok?" Henry heard her say that she had no purpose for life. "Sab, you do have a purpose for life. You have many friends, two of who are with you right now. You are in love with Jake. You defently have a purpose for life Sabrina."

Sabrina didn;t look up. Her hair hung in her face as she said, "hat's not true..." she then thoought about it and realized the truth.

After all, the first real casualty in war, is the truth.
"I love both of them." she said.

Lindsey ran down the hallway towards the bathroom, in desperate need of a sinkand a mirror. She had just come from potions and had spilled armadillo bile all down the front of her favorite pink shirt. She stopped dead in the doorway as she saw Twyla and Henry talking to a girl dressed all in black, whom she suddenly realized was Brini.

"Whoah, Sabby, what happened? And did you just say you have no life purpose?" She continued into the bathroom, sitting on the edge of the counter and vanishing the mess on her shirt with her wand. "You can't base your life on what guys think of you! Dang, if I did that, I'd be living in depression everyday of my life!" she joked.

OOC; the next week...
cuz time has passed since i stared this thread...

BIC:

Sabrina was dressed normally, however, she was depressed still. She left her hir its usual bright red color, but she was in depression mode.

If she thought her life hasd been in the toilet when jake had propsed to her, then now it must have been floating in the new york cesspools by now...

jake had porpsed to her...
she said she'd wait...
khai showed up...
he said no.

She was in way over her head. She stared at the reflection of the girl in the mirror. The girl looked like her, but to Sabrina, it was most definately not her.
The sabrina from first year could have cared less of what a boy thought. but now... khai had chanegd her...he had stolen her heart...and she could never have it back.

Lindsey followed Sabrina into the bathroom, worried that although her friend's appearance was back to normal, her personality wasn't.

"Sabrina," she said hesitantly,"are you doing any better? I thought there were other guys you had your eye on." She checked to make sure no one was listening. "What about Henry? Is there ANYONE who can make you feel better?"

She sat on the edge of the sink (hadn't they just been there?) and watched Sab stare at her reflection. "Didn't you realize that most of the guys you date aren't gonna be the ones you marry? I'm not telling you to get over it," she added hastily,"but it's not like Khai broke up with you.... he just isn't ready for marriage."

She hoped what she was saying was true.

Sabrina didn;t say a word. She didn't even hear Lindsey...she sounded far off... and it felt like she was in a very bad dream...

Henry couldn' make her feel better...not even jake...only khai could pull her out of this nightmare...and dram's comments and yelling...and remy's comments...they just dragged her in deeper...

She shook her head to herself and to lindsey.

Lindsey's mouth fell open. What had ahppened to her friend? "Sab, talk to me. What happened to your persoanlity?" They needed Khai to get in here, and help Sabrina out of the hole she had fallen into.

OOC: a little help?

OOC while you were gone Dream got mad at sab and said that sab waqs a stupid little puppy that kepy following remy aorund. She thought that sabn was still in love with remy, even though she wasn't...big misunderstanding...
jake propsed to her...she said she'd wait. she propsed to khai ahwne he came back and he said no. she had remy tell her that she needed to gfrow up and that she wasn't a little girl anymore... and she's been messed up ever since. She is in the downward spiral ofh er life right now...
sounds bad, doesn't it?

BIC:

Sabrina heard Lindsey's voice..and it stioll sounded far off and distant.
Nothing could bring her back. Khai had stolen her heart...and she had stolen jake's... and dream...and remy... they no longer held respect for her...if they ever did in the first place...

She felt so liost...maybe she was just a stupid lost puppy...

OOC; khai's name is Khaiman if you wanna PM him and tell him to post here...

OOC: I was there when Jake proposed...
Didn't know about Dream though....so thnx! i thnk she needs to snap out of it though cuz it's getting hard to figure out how to reply.

BIC:
"Brina, get a grip and listen to me!" Lindsey shouted. She had never yelled at Sab before, but she seemed not to her, and she had to get her out of this sort of trance.

OOC: I might just do that... does it matter which ones are Caps in PMs? for usernames i mean

OOC; i guess you have to type it with the K capitalized... so copy this
Khaiman
and paste it into the box where the person's name goes. and you can add him as a buddy first to make it easier...

BIC:

Sabrina looked at Lindsey but she still felt distant. She could hear Lindsey...but she just didn't want to... she flt like her life was failing... She didn't like what was going on at all...she couldn;t cry because remy and dream would see her around school cryint and that would lesssen their level of respect for her...if they still had any.

And she would be worried about and peiople would ask her questions...she couldn't win either way... she was definately confused..and she probably wouldn't open her mouth until she knew what to do...

OOC: Sorry I forget about this thread lol. But i'm back now.

BIC: Henry looked at Sabrina. "So Sab are you feeling a little better? Just rember none of us hate you. I far from hate you, since we are friends." Henry was hoping that she would feel better. Henry wasn't sure what else to say nw.

Sabrina suddenly smiled once she saw Henry.
"You know what? Forget Khai. I have youn now Henry." she giggle dna dkissed him. She was glas that they were going out now, so tha she wouldn't have to see khai ever again.

Sabrina said to forget Khai and he was glad. "Ya just forget about Khai. I love you, and we are together." Henry moved closer to Sabrina and gave her a nice long french kiss. He then winked at her.

Henry then relised that Lindsey was still there. He moved his mouth away from Sabrina's. Uhhhh...Lindsey can me and Sabrina have some time alone please?" Henry knew that she would understand.

Sabrina looked a HEnry thebn at Lindsey.
"Lindsey... are you still therer?' seh waved a hand in front of lindsey's face,. then she huged her friend.
"thankyou for trying to cheer me up. I appreciate it." she grinned and then stepped back over to HEnry.

Henry looked at Sabrina. "Ya, I don't think she's here anymore. Now we have some time to ourselves. So what do you want to do?" Henry knew that she was going to just want to make out. But Henry wanted to do something knew with Sabrina, for once. Instead of just doing the same thing forever and ever.

"well, what do you want to do? because making out in a bathroom..." she paused.
"Is so NOT romantic..." she laughed a little and hugged him like a teddy bear. "What do you wann do?" she smiled.

Henry looked at Sabrina. "Ya, it ain't romantic to make out in a bathroom. Want to have s----" Henry started laughing a little. "I'm just joking, I didn't mean to say that." Henry hugged her a little. "Want to watch a movie or a television show?"

Sabrina had heard Henry start to say 'sex' but he quickly said no.

Sabrina suddenly began to have a painful flashback...

~~~

"please sab?"
"NO! I DON'T WANT TO!"
"C',mon!"
"no! ow-"

Jake pushed her down and she began crying...

~~~

She snapped back iinto the rpesent and she started crying.
She wouldn't go down that road again...

Henry then remebered something happening to Sabrina, that made him feel bad. He remebered that Sabrina was once raped by Jake, so he didn't know what to say. He looked at Sabrina and said, "Oh.....sorry Sabrina I forgot about that." He kissed her on the side of the neck.

Remy heard screaming coming from the girls bathroom and he waited right outside the door until either someone came out and he could ask who was in there crying or a girl passed by in the hall and he could ask them if they could go inside the girls bathroom and tell him what was going on.

MOD NOTE: Nonononono! We do NOT talk about sex! And Sabrina was never "Raped" regardless of what she goes around saying when she's not supposed to. This thread is now closed too!!!!! BOTH of you better knock it off or you're going to both face some VERY serious consequences!!!!!