I dunno how I should put this, even if you guys think who I may be, or whom I could be. Since I am here to maybe recollect the past so I can see who I used to be. To this day I've grown to regret many of the actions I started, or tried to pursue, only to have it all smack down back into my face again. Love to me, hurts the most. And I know many can relate. I was once in love, or maybe still in love. It hurts so bad maybe I think to myself, it could be revenge from a higher being that my heart is just in shambles and to this day, strive to remind me of the pain I went through. It's like a ghost, just haunting me, not leaving me alone. But what can I do but just try and wake up to another day to try and make my moves?

There is alot on my mind. Maybe my head is just blown up by some force I can't even... Damn I don't even make sense! Jesus. I hate being sentimental. I dunno what you guys can do for me. But I just felt like writing this down. As I just feel like a ghost myself. Just plain in day light, forgotten by the hands of time. Maybe that is a good thing. Maybe its not.

I was in really like.

But I dropped that like a bad habit.

My point is, when in doubt, DROP IT LIKE A BAD HABIT.

that's a good analogy. it shows that your a strong-minded individual.

for some though, it's not so simple to just up and do. i think i understand how your feeling kuro....i often reminisce on my past issues and problems. yeah it hurts, still does whenever i think about it, but i'm still here.

i always tell myself this:
"what's done is done. no matter how bad things may get, they could be worse. i'll get through this because i'm stronger and better than how i am right now.
i'll get through this."

as for "matters of the heart", there's really isn't a definitive way of dealing with the hardships. everyone's different when trying to handle it, but if your willing to forgive yourself first, then you can forgive others.

it's kinda crazy to describe it, but this is one way on how i deal with emotional matters everyday.

It's very easy to talk about it if you think about it. But dealing with the mentality, is another story. Some things just don't slip off the shoulder that easily.

maybe so. i tend to keep everything bottled up, so it's not so easy on my end.

You do that, then it explodes.

right on the nose my friend. so long as i'm not reminded on the subject at hand, i can handle it (parents don't help the situation sometimes).

No, one is perfect, we all know that. We learn something everyday till we are 6 feet under. I will be honest i have never had a relationship in my life as of yet, but generally speaking, u have to move on or get life behind. Thats what life is all about. Take what lessons u have learned from your past mishaps and ensure it never repeats itself. Don't stay stagnant though, its always good to find ways to improve a relationship and your life rather then finding the "don't". U can seek help and guidance from others if u wish. Its all up to you. Your life is yours and no once can live it for you. As always if u need someone to talk to u know I'll be there for ya.

DROP IT, YO.

Cut her off, cry, move on.

Seriously, it works. Because I know how it feels(except I ALMOST cried; difference).

And what does "I was in really like" mean?! I'm just gonna say that the site edited it for me. :p

Done and done. Next step, I don't know. lol

Oh, I remember what I meant! Like, I wasn't in LOVE, but was in "really like". Aha....hahahha... >_>

Anywho, uhh....yeah, man. Just like let your life move on. It's kind of hard to explain. But, like, you aren't tied to anyone anymore, so live your life out that way. Not implying that you should go out and bang a bunch of girls, but don't give yourself leeway to dwell on it.

Easier said than done, I know, but it is very possible.

Best of luck. ^_^

Now theres an idea..... :naughty: