i love my baby boy john sooooooooooo much!!! :blink: :P hehe!! sorry..... :huh:

aint that nigga just so cute??? somebody tell me he aint cute and ill bust them in their head!!! lol....j/k

he looks ok,but i can't say he's cute or anything.slap me for that.
but hey,i'm a guy,would you expect me to say that he's hot ? B)

well damn......if u's a guy then why you even lookin @ him???? lol ....j/k but anyways *SLAP SLAP* how dare you think hes not cute and sexy!!!! j/k....im so crazy

is he ur boyfriend?

As for the rest I will remane silent

of course! hes my baaaaaaby i love him to death!!! ^___^

and today i hate him to death....stupid ass bitch :mad: :mad: :mad:

why? what happend

Lovers' quarrel?

he left me to do nothing but go on the computer ALL night long!!!! waaaaaaah!!!!!!

ok lemme start with john.....Ooooo he get on my nerves and he always tell me that I get on his nerves. So we havent really talked that much all week and I havent seen him since last week right? well he going out tonight with a couple people and theres gonna be 2 girls there and I know that one of them he likes. Thats makes me sad but what makes me mad is that he chooses to hang out with this girl. I'm sure that hes not cheating on me. But yeah....so i ask if I can go and he said thats its not his decision. So i asked why doesnt he ask and he says somethin so stupid that I don't even remember. So tommorow he tells me hes gonna go riding around in marks truck. I ask if i can go and he tells me its a "guys nite out no girls" so i was like how lame are you??? so he tells me he hasnt seen his dawg mark in about 4 months and I said so? You can see me and him at the same time. But he don't want me there. So I told him that I miss him becasue I havent seen him in a while but he said "and? it was just last week girl i havent seen mark in months" so im just sad that he dont want to see me or whateva.

he tells me that i ask to many questions and im too nosy and im in peoples business too much. but thats just who i am and i cannot help that. he gets tired of my constant questions on what hes doing and whats going on in his life and he gets frustrated and i get frustrated becasue he doesnt tell me anything....

so when he called me today i asked him if he'd take me to get a tattoo becasues hes 18 and he can go get one for me. but he told me no and to get my parents to take me. so i ask him if dion (his older brother) is home so i could ask him if dion could take me. but he tell me that dion wouldn't take me either. nobody wants to take me and im just so frustrated right now becasue i feel like a nobody

yes yes

Well I'll tell you, it's important for guys to have a "guys' night" sometimes. It's male bonding and will actually strengthen your relationship with him. He'll miss you after a night away and will want to be with you all the more for that one night away.

I have to admit I'm not very much against your boyfriend in the case of most of what you're saying, but this...

Is sick. I don't care if he's not cheating on you, he's looking at other girls. That is just wrong.

Yes, guys do need time for male bonding. But this guy sounds like he's not being loyal to you, and it seems you're being pretty loyal to him. I just don't tolerate people being involved in more than one relationship at the same time. If you think ANYTHING is going to go down with him and that other girl, tell him to stop spending so much time with her. If he doesn't appreciate you enough to stop, then you're far too good for him.

well peoples, its officially over....after almost 3 years of being together its over. im devasated to the fullest...come to find out after there little outing he likes this girl more than me. here is something i wrote about my feelings....i cant stop crying becasue i love him so much, and i just cant handle all this

Aaaaaaaaw, I'm sorry it turned out like that. :( That really sucks ass.

I certainly hope things get better for you.

I'm sorry to hear about it.

well were still talkin and stuff its not like im neva gonna hear from him ever again. it just pains me to see him with someone else...but im seein him tommorow so yeah...

waaaahoooooo!!!! ok were not together but were doin better and we saw eachother today had a good friend outing with my mom and went to the movies saw lord of the rings 3 gollum sucks sams a cry baby you know the deal....anyways had a great time and im feeling brand spankin new YEAH BABY!

That's good.

i guess. im still so sad and blah.....but im strong !!