I'm sort of back. Not to stay full time because, frankly, I still hate the way I was treated. But every now and then, once a week maybe, I'll check back up on this place. It's mostly just to update the comic and Blog, and maybe show some of my Photoshop work off, but I'm definately not here to stay permanently. As soon as I get an honest apology and I'm treated with some respect, I'll come back. 'Till then, expect to see me every 8 or 9 days, maybe.

hm...you should make up your mind man.
it would be great if you stay. but saying im here then no im gone no im here again..its just craziness.
welcome back for now i guess. hopefully you stick around.

I want to stay, actually. But I can't keep pretending that I wasn't hurt, and no one seems to want to acknowledge that. There's a time in everyone's life where they have to say "I'm sorry". Now is the staff's time to say it to me. I'm not looking for my position back just yet, maybe that will come in time, but I want an apology.....and no one is willing to give me one.

welcome back part timer,
chill man ull get some respect back if u stop whineing.

Taylor, please stop saying it's entirely all the staff that did anything. I know I didn't do anything, and I don't even recall anyone else doing anything. If they did, please don't point fingers, unless I did something. If I did anything, feel free to point your finger at me. I'd rather it be said on here, really.

Anyways, welcome back, Taylor. I would really like for you to stay on here, but it's up to you. In case I did anything, I'll say it.

I'm sorry.

No Mark, you never got involved in my affairs. You've been a great friend. You have nothing to apologize for.

Maybe an apology isn't what I want. I want to be heard. It's known that I have pretty good ideas but the Staff never listened to me (when I was Staff), and that I didn't like. I want to be acknowledged from time to time, even if it's just a pity acknowledgment. Everyone wants to feel accepted, not like an outcast.

And then there was the whole trouble with the rumor of me planning on hacking the site and lifeboating members over to my forums. Want the honest to God truth on that matter? Will did research: These forums aren't possible to hack. And that's when it went down the drain. I said I knew how to hack a member's account, but even that was a lie. I made it up to sound more technical, a technical wiz, if you will. At the time I made it up, I never thought someone would put it into a rumor, but i was wrong. Looking back on it, it was a stupid lie. Even if I wanted to sound cooler, saying I could hack a forum was DEFINATELY not a smart choice. One that I'll continue to regret. And as for the lifeboating thing? My forum is dead. Nobody wanted to help me with it, so I gave up on it. IT was never meant to associate with FFU, just act on its own. A place that I could call mine. That's all. But it's dead now. Want the proof? PM me and I'll send you the link.

That's the honest to God truth. You think I'm lying? If I am, may I drop dead and be sent to Hell below RIGHT NOW. I swear on my life that I'm not lying on any of this. You can choose to believe me or not, but it doesn't matter because that's the truth. Why didn't I tell you guys any of this? Because I knew you wouldn't believe me. It's going to sound like I just made all of that up on the spot. But I didn't. I have no idea how to hack any type of forums, nor do I ever want to learn. And If I did obtain that knowledge, I would definately not hack FFU, of all places. But, believe me if you want. And flame me if you want. It doesn't matter anymore...


@Clone: Take a step in my shoes before you start spouting off crap. You have no idea what I've been through.

ok, but Taylas staff did I do ANYTHING? im sorry you went through this, I knew you would never want to hack this place. nor any place. im sorry If I annoyed you, or did anything to make you mad.

@Clone: Dude WTF? "Whining?" you weren't even here for any of this. so, just stfu.

you shouldn't say something like that, cuze, obviously, you didn't read the goodbye thread he posted.

btw, good to have you here RF, I may have not been here when you were, but you seem like a preety cool guy, and I believe we've met before when I spoke to you on msn

welcome back :D

Erich, you're in the same boat as Mark. You owe me no apology whatsoever. And I just said I don't think what I want is an apology. I want...acknowledgment. Read my supar long post.

I did, you do deserve acknoledgement. you did the second most for this forum. only beaten out by Karen cas she made the site, and is a Great leader.

Herm...Well, in an interesting turn of events that I refuse to go into, I'm back full time.


That is all.