Well hello!
Welcome to my life....lol

My name is Kierra and I'm from Wales in the UK. I'm 21, and this is my life hehe.

When I was 9, my mother attempted suicide. It was a hard time for all of us, and so upsetting. I couldn't help thinking that it was my fault, and to this day, I still do not know why she tried to take her life. When this happened, my brother was 6. I was getting ready to go swimming with my friend, and my parents were upstairs shouting, then my mother ran downstairs with her bag and left. I was shaking so much, and in the back of my mind, I knew what she was going to do.

That evening, I went to my friends house, and I completely forgot about the incident (her mother was so good with me and took my mind off it completely) But then my father arrived and said we had to go to the hospital.

It turned out that my mother had driven her car up to a cliffe-edge and consumed 72 painkillers. When she was found by my father and brother, she was drinking water to wash them all down and refused to go to the hospital, but they managed to get her there in time - thank God.

After that, I became very quiet and shy, and I was more mature than anyone else my age. I then started writing to help me deal with all the shit that had happened.

2 years later, I became anorexic and suffered with it for 3 years. I beat it finally at the age of 17, but I still become moody and depressive.

Writing has really helped me, and I recommend it to everybody. It releases all your anger, thoughts, memories - everything.

So, thats pretty much it...lol

your brave,
I've said it before!

the circumstances might not have been ideal for you to start writing... but I like the writing very much!

:yay:

Thank you.
It was hard to write...but I'm okay.
Thanks again hun

I think it is incredibly brave off you to post that here! And I am feeling very sorry for you that you had to go trough all off that. I can't imagine how that must have been. Very difficult that is for sure!!

I hope things are better for you, your mother and your family now. I wish you much strenght and happiness!!!

everything like they said dear, nd one more little thing: you got talent. I'm sure you already know, but I'll never cease to repeat it.

:faint: This is a sad way to let us get to know you and yet... it makes a person a lot more '3D' to see what he/she has experienced in his/her life. :Frodo1:
I applaude you for daring to come out with this intimate information of your life. Make sure you use your (negative) life-experience and turn it into something good!
:duel:
A lot of people go through the worst things, but they always manage to lift their spirits and make their way through in their life. I admire such people. Even with the biggest problems, they stay positive and focused.
You seem like such a person. Good for you!
:leggybig:

xxx
Petra

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