This may get turned into a fic... Then again, it may not. It's an idea I wanna play with...

Fate sucks. I don’t care what cruel deity hears me saying this, but whatever or whoever is up their using us as his or her little chess pieces sucks. Or maybe I’m just that unlucky pawn that gets to be the bait? The one you’ll easily risk because your opponent’s losses will be greater. Sure! Toss me about. I mean what the fuck can I do, right? Or maybe we’re more like Barbies? And I happen to be lucky enough to be the one the sadistic little girl throws on the grill for fun, right?

What the hell am I talking about? Well, if you’re asking this, then you’re a sentient creature that is reading my diary, which comes with the penalty of death, so as I will probably soon murder you and hide the body, I’ll humor you.
This always happens. It’s just the way my life works. Utter darkness, I’m enveloped by it, almost constantly. Then, there it is. A little candle, at first, it’s just a glimmer in the darkness, but it’s enough. He’s the only light I’ve got. Everything else is terrible. Mom and dad are never home, and when they are, they scream at each other. Tom? God, I love him, and yet I hate him so much I could just shake him until he never cries anymore… I never signed up to be my mom’s replacement. I wasn’t ever stupid enough to get pregnant, so why am I stuck raising my little brother? Then there’s people. I hate them all so much. All of them… except him. My light. Then! Then he’s just… ripped away from me! She, who has everything, takes him. How is that fair? She has everything. A lovely, functional family, and a sister she’s friends with no less. There’s no denying she’ beautiful. I guess that’s one of the areas I lose in. She’s also smart – straight A’s, of course. Did I mention she has a great fashion sense, a perfect figure, straight teeth, and about 15 girls who worship her and copy everything she does? Oh, and she hates me, of course. And of course, also, it’s her that steals him. It isn’t fair. I deserve him! I need him! But she has him, along with everything else.

God, you suck.