Disclaimer: I wish I owned Josh, but sadly, I only own myself.
Rating: NC-17
Copyright of Allison L. June/July 2005
Righty-o-then…This is my first NC-17 story so go easy on me please :) I like reviews, and criticism is welcome as long as it isn’t too harsh. I just want an idea as to whether or not I should write anymore high rated ones. Also, I think I may have rushed it a bit. Let me know what you think loves… ~Alli~


I dropped my keys on the table by the door as I walked into my fifth floor apartment not bothering to turn the lights on. I moped over to the glass door that opens to the balcony, which is one of the few natural light sources in my New York City apartment. There was snow falling gently and I stood and watched it. It was Valentine’s Day and all of my friends were out with their boyfriends. I on the other hand was standing in my apartment all alone because my boyfriend, Josh Hartnett, was off shooting a movie.
Snow really is a beautiful thing, especially outside of the city when it is pure white and just lies like a gentle blanket. Tears streamed down my cheeks as I thought back to Christmas at my grandmother’s house in Buffalo, NY. Josh and I had had a snowball fight with all of my cousins and I thought over how great he was with my family.
My cell rang, interrupting my thoughts and bringing me back to earth. I wiped my cheeks and answered it, “H-hello?”
“Happy Valentine’s Day baby.” Josh said.
“You too Josh. God I miss you.” I said leaning my head against the glass as the tears fell at a more rapid pace.
“I know, I miss you too, but I have a surprise.” He said.
“What’s that?”
“I’m amazed you haven’t found it yet. Did you ever think about going into your bedroom?”
“Didn’t see a point, it always feels so empty without you.” I said as I walked down the hall towards my bedroom. There was a light coming through my cracked door.
I stepped in and saw my cat Pearl lying in the center of the bed.
“Oh wow…my cat!” I said sarcastically.
“I got her a new collar.” Josh said.
“That’s um great Hun. Good surprise. Happy fucking Valentine’s Day.”
“Alli!”
“Look, I’m sorry. I just had a bad day is all. I’ll talk to you later, okay?” I said, not waiting for an answer before hanging up.
I walked to the bed and bent to scratch behind Pearl’s ears. “Hey sweetie. Happy Valentine’s day.” I said. Something on her collar caught my eye and I picked her up to closer to examine it.
“Oh god…” I said fingering the 3-stone diamond ring that was tied onto her collar with a ribbon. My cell rang again and I answered it sniffling as I tried not to bawl. “H-he-hello?”
“I take it that you found the surprise.” Josh said and that got me crying.
“Yes!” I sobbed.
“Baby, you haven’t even seen the biggest surprise yet!”
“What do you mean?” I asked and my adjoining bathroom door opened. Josh stepped out and I dropped my cell phone.
“Hey babe.” He said snapping his cell shut and walking towards me.
“Josh…how…what…When did you get here?” I stumbled.
“Today. I told the director I needed to be home with my girlfriend.” He said. I was still holding Pearl under one arm and Josh untied the ring and got on one knee.
“Oh. My. God.” I whispered setting Pearl on the bed, she immediately bounded off and ran down the hall.
“Alli, I love you more than anything. You’re the most beautiful woman I’ve ever laid eyes on, you amaze me everyday and I’m still learning new things about you. I love spending time with you, and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. So Allison, will you make me the happiest man alive and agree to be the future Mrs. Hartnett?” he said.
I had my hand pressed over my mouth as tears streamed down my face. I choked back a sob and nodded. He slid the ring on my finger before standing up and pulling me into his arms.
“I love you.” He whispered in my ear.
I pulled back and looked into his eyes before whispering, “I love you too.” and kissing him passionately.

I moaned aloud into his mouth as his tongue ravaged every inch of my own before pulling back and running along my lower lip. His hands slid up the back of my legs, underneath my skirt, and up to the top of my thong.
“God how can you wear something that small and call it underwear?” he moaned.
I shrugged and lifted his shirt over his head, causing him to grind against me. His erection was very apparent and my body reacted almost instantaneously to it.
I moaned out loud, “Good God Josh.”
His eyes trailed over my red halter top and he grabbed the hem and tugged it up off of me before tossing it into the corner. He then reached around me for the zipper on my short black skirt. It fell to the floor in a pile of fabric. I caught it with my foot and sent it sailing into the corner with my shirt.
I placed my hands on his belt buckle as I relocked my lips to his. I slipped my tongue in his mouth and explored as I yanked his belt out of the loops and let it drop to the floor with a clank.
“You taste so yummy.” I said licking my lips as I stepped back from him and undid his button and slowly unzipped his zipper.
“I could say the same about you.” He said as his jeans fell at his feet and he kicked them into the ever-growing clothing pile in the corner.
His hands were resting on my hips as we kissed again, leaning into each other for the best kiss I think we’ve ever shared. It was passionate, rough, and hurried yet tender, sweet, and slow all at the same time. He pressed me back and onto the bed.

“Joshie?” I said quietly, breaking the kiss.
“What is it baby?” he asked as he trailed kisses down my neck.
I put a hand on either of his cheeks and lifted his head so that our eyes met. “I’m sorry I was so bitchy earlier.”
“It’s okay sweetie, you had a bad day.”
“You’re making it a whole hell of a lot better.” I said with a smirk as I rolled him over so that I was straddling him and reached up to unsnap my strapless black bra.
His hands immediately reached for my breasts and as his fingers traced over my skin I let out a hiss of pleasure. My hips rolled against his and his moan was enough to kick my brain into overdrive. I rolled off of him and slid my thong down my legs and threw it across the room. His boxers were my next task and as soon as they were flung into the corner I was lying on my back with Josh above me.

He gave me a devilish grin before lowering his mouth to capture one of my nipples. I groaned in pleasure and his hand gently snaked it’s way down my stomach to the heat radiating from between my legs. I let out a whine as he slipped two fingers inside. My hands gripped his shoulders and my nails dug into him as I struggled to find a position to keep me from falling over the edge into bliss.
He pulled back and his hands grabbed my waist as he shifted me up the bed. He stretched out, letting his body fit perfectly over mine and I let out a gasp as he entered me.
My eyes fluttered shut and I moaned as my hands clung to his back. I felt myself floating higher, lost in the heavens as he continued to move above me.
A layer of sweat formed between us as the pressure built inside and our lips met in a sweet kiss. I broke away as my muscles tensed and I came, screaming his name, swept over by a wave of passion.
Seconds later he joined me and we lay together, allowing our thoughts to float back down to Earth. I traced my fingers down his arm and he smiled gently at me.
“Love you.” He said sleepily.
“I love you too.” I replied and kissed him softly before rolling over and letting him hold me. He pressed a kiss onto my shoulder before drifting off to sleep.
The cat’s head peeked up over the edge of the bed before she jumped up and lay purring against my chest. I pulled the covers up over us and fell asleep with my fiancé’s arms around me, and a bundle of fur stretched lazily out in front of me.