Hold On

Ok, so my dark haired muse is all crazy over shorties, and I'll make her happy writing this little stories based on my fave girls of all the net :D So wait for your, hopefully dark haired muse will write it!!

As always, the amazing song isn't mine, it's Sarah Mclachlan, and it's called Hold on. I used it because I felt connected to it and I loved it, so that's the reason. I invented the rest of the story and as the past shorties is based in something else outthere :kissi: you'll find it out in the correct time.

I don't own Violet, but I own her personality as she came out completely out of my head. I don't own Billy or any of the celebrity mentioned here. Anything of this happened, luckily and hopefully it'll never happen, well, you get the idea.

And for last, please, I'm not good enough to be stolen from, but if you think I am, please don't do it. I love these stories so much that it'll hurt me so much to kill you and hunt you if you steal it.

Yeap, it's true love hehehe.

Cheers! And reply ladies!


Hold on
Hold on to yourself
for this is gonna hurt like hell.

When Claudia called me, I hardly believe it. She told me to meet her at the hospital, and I rushed there, and I found you here, almost a stranger to me, you perfect green eyes closed and your tiny lips tight in silence.

They told me you were in coma, and somehow I wish that I’d not know what that means. I wish I’d be like those crueless girlfriends that have doubt about everything and know nothing, so I’d not know how dangerous this is for you.

I know I’ve not treated you right, and I know that I’ve been a bitch sometimes, but really, I need you here, how am I able to control myself without your sweet accent making me laugh? Is that possible? It was never possible in the past, how could that be an option in the future? I never laughed so openly before you, please don’t go.

Hold on
Hold on to yourself.
You know that only time can tell

What is it in me that refuses to believe
this isn't easier than the real thing.

Only time will tell, doctor talked to us. All the guys silent, the girls hugging them, and I was left alone. Who was going to be my charming prince who’d protect me from the sorrow if that charming prince isn’t you? I’ve never been a romantic, I admit that, but I’ve been thinking about my days with you, and they would be wonderful, they’ll be amazing, do you know why? I’ll tell you why:

I’ll wake you up in our crisp white sheets, the sun would say hi from the windows across our room, the weather would be perfect, just as you’ve told me about Scotland, we’d live there, in the outside of Edinburgh, in our little white house. We’d have a golden retriever for you and a black cat for me, they’d be called Tequila and Whisky, and we’d be happy, o so happy. After your morning I’d make you breakfast, and I’ll kiss you and hug you, until I’d have to work. If I don’t work, I’d spent my time with you, following you around; because you’re the reason I’m happy. I promise it’s true. Please wake up.

My love
you know that you're my best friend.
You know that I'd do anything for you
and my love
let nothing come between us
my love for you is strong and true

Maybe it’s easier for me to tell you a story, maybe that way you’ll wake up and say: Hi Vi! I missed you, let’s go home.

We met through the dwarf Elijah big eyes. You were lousy, I was a bitch, we fell in love. It was like the opposite of a love story, and that was what it made it special. I fell for you accent you fell for my eyes. It was love at first sight. You used to sing to me, I’d dance Madonna with you, we were happy, we’re happy, you just need to wake up. I have a cat that you gave to me, she lived with Pollanka in the same apartment, they hated each other, we moved together so they’d not see each other, it was a fair trade, we all were happy. And it wasn’t romantic, we made it for the pets. I’d wake up earlier than you, and I’d wake you up, you lazy bag. Please, wake up now, I’m awake, it’s your time to wake up.

So now you're sleeping peaceful
I lie awake and pray
that you'll be strong tomorrow
and will see another day
and we will praise it
and love the light that brings a smile
across your face.

Everyone is gone except for Clau and the dwarf outside. Doctors said that you have no change, but I don’t believe them, I clearly saw you eye moving. That’s a good thing, maybe you’re dreaming, maybe it’s about me. You told me once that you dreamt about me, you kinky hobbit. I admit I’ve dreamt about you too, and I’d be too ashamed if the world knows what I’ve done to you in my dreams, but if you wake up, I promise I’ll remake them completely for your own satisfaction.

Still sleeping love?

I might tell you a funny thing, I saw Dom naked and man, I didn’t find what the women love in him. I guess he is traumatized because of the fact that I know his secret... Do you want to know it? I’ll tell you if you wake up.

Still dreaming love?

Please wake up, I miss you, I miss you like a pathetic love song. We’ll go to the beach, I’ll put the black bikini you love so much, and we’ll spend the day surfing. Maybe we should go to New Zealand, you’ve been talking about that place for so long that I deserve to go there. Would you take me there Billy? Please? I need you to be here, silly, without you I’d probably stay inside my apartment for the rest of my life like a cat lady.

Billy, please, you make my life happier, stay with me.

Oh god
if you're out there won't you hear me.
I know we're never talked before

and oh god
the man I love is leaving
won't you take him when he comes to your door.

I never pray, yes, I admit that, and I know that my mom would be proud, damn even my grandmother would be proud if I promise right now, this day to pray each day, go to church every Sunday, and I won’t have pre marriage sex if you wake up. Even if that means something negative for you, but I don’t care, I’d marry you in a second if you wake up.

Yes you heard right God! I’d live my life with this man, and you know it’s the truth! You won’t take my only love because you just want to! Take anyone else but him, I love him God, do you get that? Are you willing to leave me like this? Are you? It’s not true the saying about the way you put us through things we always can get through. If you take him I won’t recover, I’ll go downhill, I’ll go so lost and so dark that you’ll need all your navy of angels to rescue me and you won’t be able. You’d steal my life damn it! You can’t take him, I won’t let you do it. I rather fight than watch him like this. He needs to wake up.

Don’t you understand how hard is this? Watching him go, the uncertainity of not knowing if I’ll see him smile again? Not knowing if he is thinking or dreaming, maybe he is scared and he wants to wake up.

Won’t you listen to him too? If you don’t listen to me, please notice him, I know he is scared, and I’m dying in here.

Am I in heaven here or
am I in hell
at the crossroads I am standing.

I’m so tired. You haven’t woke up Billy Silly, and I miss you. I want to sleep a little bit, crossing my eyes scares me so much, what if you need my help? What if you need me here and I’m lost in dreams of you and me? I need to keep going for you and for us. If you let go I’ll let go, if you jump I’ll jump. Do you remember our silly promise? I’ll keep it, but you keep it too.

I can’t go on with this if you don’t wake up.

So now you're sleeping peaceful
I lie awake and pray
that you'll be strong tomorrow
and we will see another day
and we will praise it
and love the light that brings a smile
across your face

“Vi, darling, you need to sleep and take a shower, go home dear, Vi and I will stay here.”

“I can’t leave him”

I assured them with my voice breaking, I hold you hand with mine strong as if I’d never let you. I watched you sleeping, I listened to the machines. I can’t let you go.

“We’ll call you, just go for a few hours darling, we’ll take care of him. We promise. I promise.”

I looked at her with teary eyes, Viggo hold me as the blonde took my place, he guided me to the door where Claudia waited for me to take me home. My body left Billy silly, but my heart and mind stay with you.

Hold on
hold on to yourself
for this is gonna hurt like hell

:cry:

This one's so bittersweet. I was really 100 percent expecting you to kill him off at the end, but no. And you don't revive him either. Maybe this is worse: not knowing. Some people would say its for the better, ignorance far succeeds knowledge. I say: BS. I want to knooooowww!!!

I loved it. Again, I could feel the power of Vi's emotions. Her need for him. All the sacrifices she's willing to make. Going back to God, even. There's the big sign: reviving a reluctant faith. When you turn back to God for your lifeline.

And this song... :heartbeat: I'm listening to it now.. and :cry: So beautiful.

xoxoxoxo
Samma

aw, this reminds me so much of.. well, you know who could say it.

man, I thought Dixie was unlucky, but poor Vi here is heaps and heaps more!

But I agree with Sam, I am very relieved the ending is still open somehow... room left to hope.

:hug: both to you and your muse, keep it up, ladies!

You captured the emotion, despair and hope perfectly...
This story effected me on a personal level.
Not in the same context though, for me it was my dad.
When I was 16 I got a similar call and at the hospital they informed me that the most important man in my life so far had a stroke... after churgery they kept him in an artificial coma for 10 days.
The 10 worst days of my life, but my dad and I came out on top and we are a family once more

Every emotion that I couldn't begin to explain then you wrote down.
Including the praying and I have never been a religious person but I went to the little chapel in the church and made promises that even to this day I try to keep.
Me too wished I didn't know what everything meant and I didn't want to leave.

So in a way I thank you... reading this made me feel relieved somehow because there is still hope.

Love, Moon

:cry: Oh my! This was so amazing! I was so surprised to see this posted, my very own Violet fic. Thank you so much! It was a dear surprise after a long and tiring day. :yes:

Gosh, but it was so sad! And, it's left on such a cliffy.... :unsure: But, I guess that is good because I can make up my own happy ending to it. ^_^ I loved this because it had such precise emotions and familiar things that I would probably feel and think.

This is like the best line I've heard in ages....do you know how badly I want this in real life? :love:

Wahh! I seduced him with my eyes just as I always wanted to. Glee!

Gosh, this made me smile so big! I would totally say that!

:cry: This was so sad, though I loved the way you incorporated the silly in there. Geez, I love him so! My small lad must wake up!!!

By the way, I LOVE that song so much! I've always been into Sarah McGlaughlin. Her songs make me so happy in a whimsical, emotional, romantic sort of way. I loved this angst! Thank you, baby sister!