Title: Suicidal Tendencies
delusional_lala - February 11, 2005 03:09 PM (GMT)
I really like suicidal tendencies' lyrics even though I don't like the way the play thier music. Here's their first song. Hey songs are poems.
A Little Each Day
Took a walk down under the street
Never thought that I'd see the day I would meet
Came and whispered in my ear
But I tried to pretend that I didn't hear
Turned my head and walked away
And I tried to forget what they had to say
Put on a smile and I tried to hide
But I couldn't keep myself from crying inside
Oh, I...So I turned my head and I walked away
Oh, I...And I tried to forget what he had to say
Oh, I...And I chalked it up as another day
Oh, I say...I died a little today
Took a journey through my brain
And they saw the scars and they felt my pain
Saw the things I didn't want to find
Knew the dreams I had over a bottle of wine
Thought if I lied I was going to win
But they said the battle wouldn't even begin
Thought about the lies that I said to myself
But I knew it's too late to find the help
Oh, I...So I turned my head and I walked away
Oh, I...And I tried to forget what he had to say
Oh, I...And I chalked it up as another day
Oh, I say...I died a little today
I die a little each day
delusional_lala - February 11, 2005 03:12 PM (GMT)
Accept My Sacrifice
No destination set
I daze along till something finds me
Where I've been I'm not sure
I cannot see the tears, they blind me
You know that someting ain't right
It's a sacrifice
Why must I pay this price
Accept my sacrifice
An emptiness so full
I cap it off with expectations
A sight not to behold
I cover all in explanations
You know that someting ain't right
It's a sacrifice
Why must I pay this price
Accept my sacrifice
It's a sacrifice
No no no no
It's a sacrifice a sacrifice
Sailing off of course, directions lost
There is no exit
The captain abandoned ship, now mutiny
How could I suspect this
It's a sacrifice, it's a sacrifice, accept my sacrifice
It's a sacrifice, it's a sacrifice, it's a sacrifice
Accept my sacrifice
delusional_lala - February 11, 2005 03:21 PM (GMT)
Alone
I scream at the sky, it's easier than crying
I'm shyish when I'm shouting out loud
I feel so alone in a room full of people
I'm loudist when I'm in a crowd
I'm alone, and nobody hears me
Can't nobody heal me, won't somebody help me
I'm alone, I just need
Someone to take my hand and pick me up when I'm feeling down
Someone to take my heart and give it a home
Someone to be with me and help me through the times when I'm
down and lonely
Someone to be with me when I'm alone
I'm alone, all alone
Alone is the way I live, it's not the way I want it but you
know
You can't give in, alone is the way I feel, it's so hard to
understand
Why I've got to be alone
If you look in my heart you'd see it
I'm trying to be something better
If you look in my heart you'd feel it
I've got to keep moving on
If you look in my heart you'd know it
I'm just trying to make my world better
If you look in my heart you'd see it
I got to do it alone
I've been down, I've been down
I've been down, down, down so low
I've been lost, so lost with no place left to go
I've had emotions, emotions that you better hope you never
know
Sometimes it feels like I just can't take no more
If you look in my heart you'd see it
I'm trying to be something better
If you look in my heart you'd feel it
I've got to keep moving on
If you look in my heart you'd know it
I'm just trying to make my world better
If you look in my heart you'd see it
I got to do it alone
Seems like things just keep getting further out of hand
Why can't for once things just go as I plan
How dare you, how dare you tell me that you understand
Let me tell you straight out, there ain't nobody here that can
I'm all alone, I'm so alone, to be alone, just leave me alone
If you look in my heart you'll see it
If you look in my heart you'd feel it
If you look in my heart you'd know it
I'm not trying to make no one bitter
I'm just alone, leave me alone, alone alone, now leave me
I've lived in places that you wouldn't never ever want to be
Places where for a minute you couldn't ever stand to be
I've seen things, I've seen things you'd never want to see
SO what gives, what gives you the right to be the judge of me
I'm all alone, I'm so alone, to be alone, just leave me alone
A room full of people, can't nobody help me, I'm alone
I just need someone to take my hand and pick me up when I'm
Feeling down, when I'm down
Someone to take my heart and give it a home, when I'm down
Someone to be with me and help me through the times
I'm down and lonely, when I'm down
Someone to be with me when I'm alone
I'm alone, all alone
Alone is the way I live, it's not the way I want it but I
Know I can't give in
Alone is the way I feel, there ain't nothing quite as sad as
A person that's alone
delusional_lala - February 11, 2005 03:23 PM (GMT)
Benediction
Oh yea, back again. Hope you've enjoyed our little excursions.
Tipping, toeing thru the mind of a muthafucka that need's
a little fuck'n stomping on. Yea, but don't take it wrong,
see we ain't trying to tell you how to think, we're just
trying to get you to think. And we ain't trying to control
nobody, we want the people (individually speaking) to be
in control, to know who they are and what they want to be.
Yea, and question authority, what the fuck but not for sake
of argument, but because you took the time to analyze it
and you found a better fuck'n way, not just a fuck'n excuse
to complain. And beware of people who try to use you as
statistic to back their claims of power, that use you simply
as a vehicle to get themselves where they want to, with no
reference to your best interest except for their disclaimer
that their best interest is your best interest.
And remember... cool is only 3 letters away from fool!
delusional_lala - February 17, 2005 08:55 PM (GMT)
Beserk!
Berserk...
Berserk...berserk...berserk...
Berserk...Sometimes my mind doesn't work
Berserk...
Berserk...berserk...berserk...
Berserk...Sometimes my mind doesn't work
Berserk...
Berserk...berserk...berserk...
Sometimes...sometimes...
Sometimes...sometimes...
Sometimes...sometimes...
Sometimes...sometimes...
Sometimes...sometimes...
Sometimes...sometimes...
Sometimes...sometimes...
Sometimes...sometimes...
Sometimes my mind doesn't work...he heh...
Berserk...
Berserk...berserk...berserk...
Berserk!
Berserk!
Berserk!
Berserk!
My luck's been rotten and I am feeling like shit
I'll feel much better when I find someone to hit
Ready for contact I need someone to attack
Lock on a target, now I know who I'll jack
Berserk!
Berserk!
Berserk!
Berserk!
Berserk! Don't you want to dance with me?
Berserk! Won't you come to dance with me?
Berserk! Don't you want to dance with me?
Berserk! Won't you come to dance with me?
Berserk...Who says?
Berserk...Who says?
Berserk...Who says?
Berserk...Who says?
Berserk...Who says?
Berserk...Who says?
Berserk...Who says?
Berserk...Who says?
Who says that pain has to hurt?
Berserk...
Berserk...
Who says that pain has to hurt?
Berserk...
Berserk...berserk...berserk...
Berserk!
Berserk!
Berserk!
Berserk!
I'm sick of talking, I've got nothing to say
I'm mad as hell which means I'm ready to play
Got in my way, yeah you must be a fool
Knocked out your teeth but it's nothing personal
Berserk!
Berserk!
Berserk!
Berserk!
Berserk! Now everybody wants to dance!
Berserk! Don't you want to come and dance?
Berserk! Now everybody loves to dance!
Berserk! Won't you want to come and dance?
Berserk! Berserk...
Berserk! Berserk...
Berserk! Berserk...
Berserk! Berserk...
Berserk! Now everybody wants to dance!
Berserk! Don't you want to come and dance?
Berserk! Now everybody loves to dance!
Berserk! Won't you want to come and dance?
delusional_lala - February 17, 2005 11:16 PM (GMT)
No one's reading this, but that will not discourage me!!! I just felt like yelling.
oooooh, Rainbow!
Can't Stop
There's a place I try to go, so far from here
I close my eyes, I try to, to disappear
I look around in my own way
But what I see I never, never really know
I wander 'round until I feel it coming on and then it's
It's time to go
I don't want to be here, falling out of place
Confusion's the consensus, fighting for my space
Can't stop the running, can't stop the running
The runaway emotions in me
Now you got them running, can't stop the running
The runaway emotions in me
I lived it, I live it, it's not easy to say
I felt it, I feel it, it's just another day
It scares me, why does it dare me
You know it ain't a fair fight
Rain overtakes me, it tries to break me
You know that something ain't right
Now you got them running, can't stop the running
The runaway emotions in me
Now you got them running, can't stop the running
The runaway emotions in me
Set my body free
They don't make no seatbelt for the mind
So I can't fasten up for this ride
Running away, can't stop the runaway emotions
Not right, can't fight
Can't stop the runaway emotions
Fighting, hiding, can't stop the runaway emotions
Hypnotized, paralyzed
Can't stop the runaway emotions
Can't stop the running, can't stop the running
The runaway emotions in me
Now you got them running, can't stop the running
The runaway emotions in me
I hate it, I hate me, like my consistency
I've seen it, I see it, I'm talking literally
So much lying, too much denying
It's time to face the facts
You can't help me, these cards were dealt me
Play out the final act
Now you got them running, can't stop the running
The runaway emotions in me
Now you got them running, can't stop the running
The runaway emotions in me
Set my body free
Oh no you really done it this time
Can't stop the runaway emotions
Can't stop the runaway emotions
There's a place I try to go, so far from here
I close my eyes, but I can't, can't disappear
delusional_lala - February 18, 2005 02:03 PM (GMT)
Choosing My Own Way Of Life
My life
People don't try to tell me how to live my life
Don't try to fill me up with false hopes and lies
Show me the truth they say they'll show the light
Don't try to tell me I'm wrong when I know I'm right
Cause I don't need it, I don't need it, all I need is
Choosin' my own way, choosin' my own way of life
I'm mad as hell and I ain't gonna take it
And if you think I am I think you're fuckin' mistaken
Lock me in, but you can't lock me out
You can cut off my tongue, but I'll still scream and shout
Choosin' my own way of life-what up?
Cause I'm choosin' my own way of life
I'd rather have a penny than a heart of gold
I'd rather die young than do as I'm told
I was never one to turn down a fight
I gotta sleep all day so I can rage rage rage all night
Hell I don't need it, I don't need it, all I need is
My destination is my own decision
Living fast is my only religion
Trust no one cause I'm no fuckin' fool
Learn on my own I don't need no school
Choosin' my own way of life-what up
Choosin' my own way of life-straight out
Choosin' my own way of life-ain't it my life
Choosin' my own way of life-and I don't need nobody else