If anyone was in my shoes right now, I'd feel SO SO SO sorry for them. I HATE my life. Simple. I feel ill at night when I'm in bed, hoping it'll carry on until the morning, and it doesn't. I try and commit suicide, because that seems to be my ONLY option right now, and I ALWAYS fail. My life... someone just wants to watch me feel the pain of living, and won't let me die because the idiot thinks my life is so funny.
NO ONE will know what I mean. I feel heart broken, but that's not what I truly feel, I feel lonely, but i'm a complete loner. I have friends, online and in school, but the ones online are never the same people as those in school. I'm fed up of life. I dread the mornings when I'm asleep, I get too much homework, I'm an idiot, I look down at myself, I get bullied but in a way that no one knows,...


I CAN'T ****ING TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!



I'm holding my emotions in. I've been doing that for as long as I can remember in my life. I let my anger out when I need to. I keep thinking I have Bipolar depression (No that doesn't mean I'm BI), Lung cancer thanks to those IDIOTS who think smoking pwns everything else in life...


That sums up a little about what happens everyday in my life. And that's on an average quality day... c:>.<
I normally have good days though...

And you've been wondering why I've not been active that much?

EDIT: And I thought my life was bad a couple of years ago.
Maybe it's just growing up... but I... never mind...

-_-;

I'm going to close this. Saying you're going to commit suicide is a VERY big deal, and the stuff you say you're upset about doesn't seem THAT bad. It could be worse. I met someone today who has it even worse off than you. Believe me.

If you're even considering the option of suicide, see a guidance counselor immediately.

*closed because it's another one of those suicide topics*

Oh, hold on! I want to add something:

FUCK YOU, SAD LITTLE EMO BOY!

That's all.

-_-; *sighs and closes the topic for good this time*