As he flys in on his angelic wings, demon creates with a single thought, a place to mirror his soul. this is a hard place, it does not shy away from blame or guilt but accepts them stoicly.
For all that it is a place where the good reigns because truth prevails. There are no avatars here, not even for it's maker, the watching audience sees the wings melt away and the human essence come to the fore. With a single thought demon creates a small wooden chair for himself and you the visitor, out of nowhere a blazing fire appears and the delicious warmth touches you.
"This is truely my last post, no watching, no seeing and no talking upon this place again" Why you might wonder and before you the visitor can ask he explains, as fully as he can. I have fallen out and will not ever see or speak to the admin batchgc again. yes I and james are no longer friends at my insistance and knowing now what he's truely like he will probably tell you why as regardless of my feelings as he ever was." What about the book? demon knows your question...or rather dave does and instantly in this fabric of space does a replica appear only to be thrown on the fire and consumed by the flames. "it is as worthless as his friendship and if i EVER see him again I will either hit him or kill him, let it be known to everyone, frends and enemies alike that I do not betray my friends and I hate my enemies. He has made himself one. If anyone wishes to contact me kirsty knows how as she emails star(which i think is great btw). However let this serve as a warning to james, i will not see, speak or hear anything from him, if he sends me an email or anything I have several nasty viruses that will be sent back. Goodbye"
With that demon, dave, lanham, disappears as h can no longer stand james batchelor and wonders why he ever considered him a friend in the first place.

Demon leaves and does not and never will come back

:blink:
so why did he leave?
sorry but i just dont understand.

If you read that all the way through, you'll have gathered that he's just a wee bit pissed at me!

*reads the page quickly*

oh.......
i hate breaking up with friends.
especially if we have been together for a long time.

so why exactly is he angry at you..............if you dont mind me asking..

aw, demon! You can't leave!

Oh, come on. Surely you're going to come back and look at this to see how people react (I would, tehe)

You acn't leave, you're a talented writer and such, please come back?

he's rather angry cos i said something i shouldn't have to some people and it circulated back to him.

oh i get it now.
but i still think that thats not a good enough reason to break up and leave.

i would say that depends on what was said. if it was some secret for example and they went and told people your secret then it would be a breaking of trust and how cn you consider someone a friend if you can't trust them.

but be that as it may not talking to them ever again is perhaps a little harsh (perhaps it again depends on what was said thus how deeply it hurt you) and sending viruses if they try to talk to you isn't right (in my view ) no matter what was said or done

good point.

I hit a man yestereday. It does not matter what he said or what he did, the simple fact of the matter is that I hit him, all that I have been fighting for, striving for was lost in that simple moment of hate.
I have no hate in me save that which is left for myself and though it may be late I forgive james for what he did because he is only human as...sadly... we all are. I ask his forgiveness for the words I wrote in anger and hope that he will send me the book so that I may add to it, if he does not then I will understand. He may get my addres from janice, tell l her I said it's ok.
Though said in anger, some words remain true, I can forgive, but not forget, the man that was my friend, that I trusted more than myself is dead and I have buried him in my mind along with my wife and two best friends. You are the first person to face this from me, because if..he... had not been such a good friend then still I would not talk to you. As it is, if you want my friendship and my trust again then you will have to earn it, simply because I do not know you, you are a stranger to me, I do not say this to hurt you simply to be honest. I will not rejoin AU without your permission however, if nothing else my manners are still immpecable these days. I await your reply.

dave

I say welcome back :)

i know you dont know me and i dont know you.
but still....

WELCOME BACK! ^_^

(blushes) it is up to james really n i havent got a answer yet so...mayb...maybnot.
thanks kirst, thanks aine

I say Welcome Back, my Friend.

I apologise for what i did, and i haven't the words to describe how sorry i am. I will endeavour to get your address off janice but, surprise suprise, I haven't finished my chapter yet.

I will also endeavour to become the man you knew once again.

James


...and you do not need my permission to come on here. Providing you do not abuse any members of this forum, or the forum for that matter, you are allowed on here. It's a public forum, after all!

still, i would not have felt right without your permission. So hows everyone bin?
I just went to a poetry nite and they all clapped and bought me free drinks.. the fools. though i was quite surprised wen they didn't boo me off stage
if anyone wants to come down next moth, its on a wensday but still, it's worth comin down just to see. Perhaps some others like dragonlady and batch would like to read some of there stuff, if you interested in music they also do that y'know.

I'm not doing much poetry now, but its cool that you got applauded (and the most important part to you, I suspect ;) ) free drinks. :P

WELCOME BACK!

ps. I'm not surprised, your poetry is so good! :D

Well, life hasn't been quite that exciting for me. In fact the only writing thing this uni runs is in Tottenham (a £20 2-hour train ride away) on a different day than I need to be in. So I haven't bothered so far.

Glad to here you're poems went down well - i told you they were great, didn't i?

awww shucks...... :P
actually ive stopped drinkin, i smoke less, i dont hit people or even argue anymore....its just not worth my time.
Surprised?

I think shocked is probably closer to the mark. Or perhaps impressed. Probably impressed.

HEY....im not that bad....welll....no i couldnt b could i?

yes. :P

hey, i used to beat up my friends...well, hit them.

But that was cos they ignored me

And now I find it hard to trust anyone

I'm scarred!

why do you find it hard to trust anyone? what have they done to make you think they cannot be trusted

How can you go from eloquent language, with perfect grammar and impeccable punctuation, to the sort of colloquial language that I can't read anymore.

I think university has made me more intelliegent. That or it's drinking lots of alcohol and not being under as much pressure as at home.

Although I can't spell that well anymore....

I digress... Welcome back!

(Oh, and the trust thing.... Most people find it hard to trust others when they have been or feel that they have been ignored. They are reluctant to give them trust because they do not want to be disappointed a second or even third time.)

Kai, what Gemz said :P

ps. Sorry Gemz, i try to be more English

How-Now-Brown-CoWWWWWWWW?

gem found her brain..damn ands i was tryin 2 hide it 4ever

Wha?

(And DL, I was talking about Kai, not you dear. You write in full sentences, so I can understand you.)

....this music is so crap!!!
cant they play anything good????

my friend is getting married. (she's 21) i have knows her all my life and she is a really close family friend aswell. i'm so happy for her. i like her husband aswell he's really nice to me too. she's got the cutest dress ever.

......the bad thing is that she's leaving england to go and live in germany. that means i wont see her again...... :(

That sucks. *hugs* I'm sure she'll invite you over to visit. Free holiday to Germany!

she's too busy with her new house and her child.

kids!
i cant stand my brother, i dont want kids, well until i have had enough of free life.
If it's true that we are here to help others,
then what exactly are the others here for?

OK..........

what?
it's true!!!

i'm having trouble keeping my promise.
any suggestions on how i can stop myself from breaking it?

......i should really tell you the promise.

i must not ever eat chocolate again.
it's too hard!!!! it's all around me!!!

smoke

if i smoke i'll die.

that would make you happy wouldnt it???

I SMOKE and im still living...unfortunatley

nonono.......if i smoke, i will die straight away. smoke from other people makes me feel really sick too. so smoking is not an option for me.

life isnt that bad, it's easy if you look at it from a different point of view.

lol
yep tried, bought the t-shirt and burnt it......
still, try eating icing or stuff thats like choclate that isn't choclate

i dont like icing.
anyway i must cut down on sugar and stuff and chocolate is my main source of sugar and stuff.

it's so nice.
must resist.......resist.

I HAVE TO HAVE SOME!!!!

No bad aine (hits her with a newspaper straight on the nose) BAD BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*looks ashamed*

i know i shouldnt but i want it!!!!
did i tell you what happened at chessington?

it didnt involve sugar did it?